Funny how both time and NEED can unexpectedly snatch you up by the nape of your neck and toss you into the Solitude Room-forcing you to think about everything & nothing, to have a pout, a rest… and sometimes an overall breakdown-all so that you come out of the experience feeling exorcised, enriched, empowered and finally, ALIVE. That’s where I am right now:
Thinking, pouting, creating, (though not so much of the resting, unfortunately)…Trying hard to hide from the overall breakdown, the ugly shadows & dark moods February and March tend to bring.
I think the thing that will clearly save me-besides completely changing my lifestyle and dumping most of the bad things that pretended to give me pleasure, but was actually making me feel dreadful me feel dreadful (red meat + preservatives + excessive sugar= bad, bad BAD!!!), is the creative process, which is functioning fairly well right now…The gears might need a little more lubing, but at least they’re turning and that’s a good thing… A very, very good thing.
Soon I hope to be out of my cocoon and into the sunlight, showing U some of what I’ve been scribbling down madly, along with photos and oh, yeah-My blog will be moving to a new address, because the Slave To It project (also in its own cocoon), has its very own work space/play area (finally), so there should be much more to entertain U soon…
P.S. This song always makes me smile. And Yes, its worth clicking the link and watching on YouTube.