I know, I know..

I know, I SO need to update.
I haven’t been on line lately, which is strange-considering how easy it would be for me at the moment. I think I needed to take a break-recover from the Hell I’ve been through over the past couple of years and its taken me a few weeks to realize that the things that did harm me can no longer harm me. So, I know that I haven’t done emails and I’m sorry for taking so long. I’ll come around-I promise-just hold on-and NO, I disagree with “Happiness=lack of inspiration”. That’s not the case at all-and btw, why don’t you tell me-what IS happiness??

I’ve written quite a bit over the past few weeks-sometimes, I just really need to get away from the distractions. I’ll leave something a bit more interesting in a day or two.

 I received this amazing song a few days ago-it’s so cool when people ‘get’ where I’m coming from. Thank U-I love it.
Have a listen to this-it’s Jesus-brilliant!

your nearly recovered black-haired girl (once again!)                  
~13                                                 

darklucia13@yahoo.com

Konichiwa, Bitches

Hello, you tasty yum yums-I was supposed to talk about music a few days ago-and I was supposed to email U-but then Yahoo did something screwy, and I didn’t get a single ‘real’ email for days-leaving me to wonder where my flock had gone. Luckily the penis spam kept coming at their normal 10 minute intervals, so I was at least able to buy a few inches (for ‘her’ pleasure of course ). Then around Monday, I got a slow dribble of emails and now things are back to normal, sorta-my apologies for being a slow ass with emailing-don’t blame me-blame the muse. I’ve been writing and I’ve just installed Acid again-and I’m currently busy acquiring a billion and one samples to play around with-so who knows? maybe I’ll come up with something funky fly for my dawgs in no time!

…Or perhaps I should just stick to the words and let someone a bit funkier handle the music, right??

Anyway, things are really starting to feel ‘normal’ here now, and so I’m finding lots of time for creating again. Of course whatever I write seems to be a new idea-and then it all suddenly somehow manages to become a part of  “Burn”, so maybe “Burn” is trying to tell me something, right? I did record a bit of what I’ve written, which I originally believed to be a shiny new short story-and then I began to feel that it was a bit too cheesy-bubblegum-romance novel ick, so I nearly trashed it-until I realized it was another piece of Burn’s comp. chat (see this entry if you’re new) Anyway, maybe I’ll put it up for U tomorrow-maybe.

But for now, let’s talk music. The new Cure cd is fantastic!-but I knew it would be. You really need to check out 4.13 Dream-especially: Underneath the Stars (sounds like Kiss me-era Cure ),  The Only One-which has some of the sexiest lyrics a weirdo girl like me could ever want to hear-SERIOUSLY- listen for yourself and you’ll see what I mean; Reasons Why,The Perfect Boy,The Real Snow White, This here and now with you, Sleep when I’m Dead, Scream (Bloody Brilliant song and Bloody Brilliant Scream at 2:08-2:22!!!!). Ok, basically the whole Cd is delicious, so go get it, damnit!

I’m also listening to some newly discovered stuff like The Whip. Have a listen to their song, Trash, which was on repeat most of the day, while I was doing a bit more unpacking. Save my Soul was a very close repeat second, and there’s something sort of vintage INXS about this song. Let me know what you think of these, and if you like what you hear, and you aren’t a dirt-poor rogue, go buy it.

 

But the song that’s been haunting me the most for the past 6 days is Don’t Want To Hurt You, by The Sounds, which even earned a mention in the new comp chat piece-THAT’S how much I love it. If you’re in America, you may recognize this song from the Geico Caveman motorcycle commercial. I really, really adore this one, and I know I’m going to have listen to it over and over until I’m sick of it.

 

And finally, I’ve discovered a new artist-(meaning new to me), and you REALLY need to check this out. The Cd is called “She Comes In Peace” and the artist is J Elijah. I was so pleasantly surprised when I heard this-it’s like a gorgeous combination of Rozz Williams with a touch of Trent Reznor and a bit of Tori Amos. Seriously, anyone that reminds me of Rozz is very, VERY cool. Check out J Elijah’s site and buy the cd-or if you’re broke like Miss 13, download it from the site and send a huge Thank you.

Ok, I think that’s it for now-but don’t worry, Doll- I’ll be back before you know it. At least I’ve given you some goodies to play with while I’m toying with samples and working on Burn. And keep your wonderful goodies coming-You’ve turned me on to so many awesome things, don’t you dare stop now!

I’ll get around to emails Friday evening, and if you’ve emailed me over the past week, and you haven’t heard from me, then chances are I didn’t get it, so resend it, please.

By the way, even when I’m busy, I usually have Yahoo messenger open so if you want to chat and you just can’t wait for an email response, message me (darklucia13 ) I’m a bit of a newb with it, but I talked for quite a while to a pal a few nights ago via microphone, and it was lovely.

Ok, now I’m really going this time…

Your bubbly hostess and ever faithful musical succubus,

~13

darklucia13@yahoo.com

“Insane Mom Posse”

Audio entry time again.

~13

 

darklucia13@yahoo.com

Just when you think she’s gone for good…

Your good time gal creeps up the stairs and slips back into our Sanctum again.

 

Did U miss me? I  mean really miss me?

It’s SO good to be back, and I have SO much to tell you-but for now, I’ll give you the most important news-I am in our new place!!!! It was a lot of hard work-and my ex-spoiled booty, who had grown accustomed to paying meatheads to move my possessions up and down a kazillion stairs had to play ‘common people’ and do it herself-although to be honest, I did more unpacking than actually moving the stuff. Anyway, here I am-AND I have my beloved broadband, and life is sweet!

 

So, for all of you morbid dolls, I am NOT dead, and I didn’t slip away for good-and now that the majority of the unpacking is finished, I can talk your ears off! I’ve managed to discover some great music, and I’ll tell you about it tomorrow. I’m am SO looking forward to getting back to work on some spoken pieces. I wrote something last week that I may record-which means using the half bath-because its nice and quiet and the acoustics are brilliant. Also, I’ll eventually get to work on uploading better quality downloads for U and leaving you more frequent mp3 treats.

So, it’s after 5 in the morning and I’ve spent the past several hours watching old Robert Smith interviews and now I’m off to read before crashing. I really can’t tell you how much better life is-but fear not-I’m not going to start writing about sunshine and birdsong anytime soon-unless it’s something like birds shriek with wicked delight  as the rain clouds slaughter the hideous, bastard sun.

Your eternal Dark Angel-who just happens to smile and even laugh a bit more these days…

~13 (aka Birdmad Girl)

 

P.S. Thanks for sending me goodies while I was away-I’m doing emails tomorrow, and now I can finally send U something for a change!